October 4, 2020
4:15 AM it's 4 am but i'm feeling quite restless. i don't really want to sleep, i just want to keep typing away. when i wake up in the morning i know i'll just wake up late and then forget to do my morning routine as i've been doing for weeks now. i don't remember how to get back on track. i just want to ignore everything else and put my all into this site. not for any particular reason except because i want to do something so badly and to do it well. i want to create a beautiful website. one that makes me content and not want to change it every five seconds. i want to know what i'm doing. i don't want to keep feeling frustrated when the code breaks or something goes wrong, even though i know that that's a part of coding.